Sunday, April 20, 2014

April -- Poetry Month


Dream poems   1983


                                        Anger

                          The storm of anger looms,
                          Dark upon the horizon,
                          It will smash me, I fear,
                          If I lose control.



                                               Changes

                           Plunging over the gray concrete dam,
                           Murky water,  foam white and soft,
                           Leveling into a deep crimson sunset,
                           Overflowing the horizon into blue velvet night.




                                               Hipo in My Shower

                                    There's a hipo in my shower.
                                     Ferns and flowers abound,
                                     Bright white, tiled floor.
                                     The midget hipo leaves
                                      Through a waterfall;
                                      When I shout,
                                      "Get out of my shower."



                                                             Playing a Waterfall

                                       Holding the edge of the water;
                                       I lift it to the top of the rocks,
                                       Water cascades down into the pool,
                                       Shining sheets, wet windows.

                                       Picking up the edge again,
                                       Reaching higher,
                                       I feel the music start.
                                       Again and again, I play my waterfall.

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Fred and Betty

Fred and Betty

In the blue tiled, double shower, Fred smooths shampoo into Betty's short white hair.  She laughs, takes the bottle and squeezes it on his matching white hair.  Under the rushing water of the double shower heads they laugh and rinse the soapy bubbles from each other.  Fred turns off the water on his side, steps out and reaches for a towel.  He dries his hair and wraps the green towel around his waist.  Betty dances under the flowing water.  He turns off the other shower, hands Betty a pink towel and guides her out of the shower.  She holds the towel in front of herself.  He takes it from her and gently dries her body, and wraps the towel around her.

"Are we going dancing?" she asks.
"It's Friday, what do you think?"
"Oh yes, we're going dancing."

He takes her hand, leads her to the bedroom and seats her at her dressing table.  She holds the towel around her while he takes a brush and hair dryer and dries her hair.  He combs his own hair.  She drops the towel; opens a bottle of moisturizer and smooths an excess amount over her face, neck, breasts and arms.

Fred steps into his white boxer shorts, opens the closet, takes out a blue and white stripped shirt and puts it on.  Betty stands up and walks to the bed.  He takes the damp towel, clears away some of the moisturizer and hands her lacy, pink underwear.  She takes it, puts on the panties; the bra bewilders her.  She begins to cry.

Fred pulls on his Navy pants.  "Don't worry, Love, I'll help you."  He holds the bra as she slips her arms through the straps.  He winks at her as he puts her soft wrinkled breasts into the cups, reaches around her, and hooks the back.  She giggles and twirls in front of him.

"Which dress?"  He holds a black one and a blue one in front of her.  
"This one."  She takes the blue one and sits on the bed holding it across her arms.  Fred tucks his shirt into the navy pants, buttons and zips.  He threads the belt around his waist and buckles it.

Betty sits silently, holding the dress.  He walks to the bed, takes it from her arms and holds it for her.  She raises her arms like a child and he slips it over her head.  She stands, smooths it over her hips and turns for him the zip the back.  She does a little ChaCha step away from him; humming her own music.

"Here's your shoes."  She takes the dance shoes, sits on a chair and puts them on.  Fred buckles the shoes.

He ties his shoes.  "You want lipstick?" 

"Oh, yes, she dances to the dressing table.  "Will  you help me?"
He takes the tube and lightly turns her lips a pale pink.

"Time to go."  Fred holds her coat, she puts her arms into it.  He hands her a scarf.  She holds it in her hands while he puts on his coat.  He takes the scarf and puts it around her neck.

In the car, Betty asks, "Where are we going?"
"Dancing."
"Oh, I love dancing.  Can we ChaCha?"
"Of course, Love."

They enter the ballroom, Betty grips Fred's arm.  He puts his arm around her shoulders, takes money from his pocket and pays.

"Hi Fred.  Hello Betty.  How are you tonight?"  The cashier hands Fred two tickets that he puts in his pocket.  "We're fine."  he responds.  Betty smiles  He takes her hand and leads her to a small table beside the dance floor.  She takes off the scarf and struggles with the buttons of her coat.  Fred helps and drapes the coat over the back of her chair.

ChaCha music starts.  Betty jumps to her feet and pulls Fred onto the dance floor.  She arranges herself in his arms with perfect posture.  They dance.

They sit for a time at the small table.  Other dancers greet them and talk to Fred while Betty smiles.  They dance a waltz and a foxtrot.  Fred holds her close to guide her around the floor.  After one more ChaCha; they put on their coats, say good night to their friends and return home.

In the bedroom, Betty asks, "Are we going dancing?"
"We just got home."
"Can we go again?"
"Next Friday."  Fred helps Betty out of her dress and into her nightgown.  He pulls back the covers and Betty gets into bed.  Fred tucks her in and kisses her forehead.  He slides into the other side of the bed, takes her hand and blinks away his tears.

Thursday, March 6, 2014

I'm Gone Now
by 
Myrna G. Johnston

        Twenty minutes later they stopped sticking needles into my body and pushing on my chest.  The doctor called clear, put the paddles to my ribs and my body jumped one last time.  They all looked at the flat line on the screen.  "Time of death 4:20PM." the doctor intoned.
      
How do I know all this?  Some part of me has been sitting on the rim of this light over the emergency room gurney since the wall clock read four o'clock.  I came up here about two minutes after they moved me from the paramedics gurney to this hospital one.  "One, two, three lift." said the doctor.  I knew they could do nothing to bring me back.  I really should have been pronounced at 4:00PM.  The time John and I usually arrive home in the afternoon.

I watch now as the nurse removes all the needles.  I look peaceful.  (That's what people say about the dead.)  Oh, look she's washing the blood off my face.  Is it still my face?  She gently covers my body with a clean, white sheet and picks up a clipboard.  She's checking off the tubes, needles and drugs on the list.  Someone will have to pay for all those check marks.  I hope Medicare covers it all. She turns off the light as she leaves the room.  My body doesn't care.  Her shoes squeak on the tile.

I don't know what to do now.  I never died before.  Interesting process.  I don't think it would have hurt at all if I hadn't hit my head on the curb when I fell down on Main Street. 

We, John and I, finished our afternoon treat at the Mocha, Etc. Coffee House.  He always has coffee and a cream scone with butter.  Yeah, bad for him.  He's ninety-five, like me, let him enjoy life.  I like, well liked, tea; not the same kind every day.  And those little Madeline cookies.  I could eat a dozen of those golden ovals. 

Today I had a lovely green tea.  We sat, not talking much.  Silence doesn't bother people who have been together as long as we have.  There's not much we don't know about each other after sixty years of talking. 

We greeted the other regular customers, the ones we know by name but have no idea of where they live or what they do outside Mocha Etc.  We walked out the door and waved to Sue and Mike, the owners. They called our names and said "Good-bye.  See you tomorrow."  John said, "Of course.

Then, while John unlocked our Toyota, I noticed everything going black and my head buzzed inside and our.  I felt cold and I disappeared.  Te next think I knew I was in the back of an ambulance with a screaming siren.  Something was pushing on my chest and I heard urgent voices.  I tried to open my eyes, but it was dark.  I couldn't tell if my eyes were open.  I disappeared again.

They rushed me from the ambulance to this little cubicle.  That's when I floated up here and noticed my body still on the gurney.  It was four o'clock.  I don't know where John is.  How do I get down from here?  I'll push off with my hands.  OK here I go--UP!!  I want to go down.  Think down.  Good.  I guess I better just sit here on this light fixture.

I'm looking at the sheet covering my body.  The door opens and a nurse helps John into the room.  He doesn't look so good.   The nurse pulls the sheet back from my face, pats John's hand and leaves us--well John and my body--alone.  I'm not sure what I am now.  My body was my identity; to paraphrase an old saying. At least I think it's an old saying.  I float down so I am across from John.  He looks at my body for a long time.  Then he kisses my forehead and says, "Bye Darling.  I'd better go call Peter."  

I try to follow him and find out I'm not a ghost because I can't float through the door.  

It's 4:30PM now.  How do I get our of here?  Shouldn't I be going to heaven or purgatory?  I don't think I did anything to deserve hell.  I didn't see the light people talk about or my ancestors.   Maybe this is limbo.

Hey, I'm getting smaller.  The top of my head is below the edge of the gurney.  It's five o'clock.  I'm bored in this little cubicle with my dead body.  I can't even see it I'm so small

The door opens.  Andy, from Carter Brothers Mortuary comes in with another gurney.  I know Andy because it seems we've been saying good-bye to someone about twice a month lately.  Andy, you better remember don't fix me up, just cremate me.  Hey watch it!  Don't step on me.

My body's under a nice blue velvet cover now and Andy's wheeling it out the door.  I try to follow even though I'm a little speck down here.  I can't...I'm gone now.

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Poetry

COLORS

Butterflies
Bobbing a-
'Bout the flower
Beds

Lavender
Lizards
Lying a-
'Lone on the
Lawn

Red
Roses
Rioting a-
'Round the
Rotunda

1982


OCTOBER

Sounds crunching, crisp
Smells smoke, fermentation
Feels as warm as brown
Exciting as red
Taste air mellow as wine.

Elusive time
Appearing
Disappearing
Between summer
and winter--October

1979


AUTUMN

Azure sky, golden air
Smell smoke and fermentation
Taste mellow wine
Feel warm yellow and gold
Hear crisp crunching
Experience the elusive season
Appearing and disappearing
Between summer and winter.
Autumn

1978

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Art Show images












Photograph Acrylic Watercolor
bumper car Snowbound Interstate 80
It was a one day show at the Hart Senior Center in Sacramento.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

What do you see?




What does this sculpture look like to you?



Thursday, October 28, 2010

Apple Hill 2010


After Skyler caught a trout for me, he lost interest in fishing. Shae asked David to hold her pole and like a good Daddy here he is holding it for her.

The very slippery trout almost got back into the pond. David did make us and a lot of other people laugh trying to hold on to it. Shae did not catch a fish. Sterling rode a pony during the fishing


Paulette bought us each an apple doughnut. Very good.
After we bought our apples we drove to the Jack Russell Brewery and had a picnic. The adults each had a pint and bought six packs to take home. It was a beautiful day and there were lots of other people driving around from farm to farm buying produce. One of our California autumn traditions.

Friday, September 3, 2010

Crazy Horse pictures













Where we were going, at the top, eye close-up and the finish.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Vacation

Visiting family in Nebraska. Here, for my friends, are some pictures of my family. My sister Sue is in a picture poster earlier from Crazy Horse. Road and mountain pictures coming soon.

With my sister Shirley, Aunt Grace
My sister Janell with brother Mick With Mick

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Shae Rachel wearing Grandma Rachel's white wool scarf.

Happy 4th of July to everyone tomorrow.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

A busy day


Skyler playing first base.


Shae ready for her recital.


Sterling before her first recital.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

vacation

Things that stand out from my morning drive through a Colorado valley surrounded by mountains.

1) A young deer played chicken with me on the highway. We both survived. I stopped in time. The deer looked at me and disappeared into the forest.

2) A baby moose started racing me down the highway. Then stopped and crossed behind me. It had knobby knees and the large antlers.

3) On the porch of a log house I passed a woman sat with her coffee. Her view of the mountains and valley was magnificent. I could imagine sitting there every morning if it wasn't so far from a city.


Vacation is almost over.




Monday, June 7, 2010

Vacation

Here we are along with about 150 other people standing on the arm and taking photos. It was truly awesome. No trouble getting there and the hike up was through the forest. A beautiful day for a hike. I heard on TV last night there were 10,000+ people over the weekend.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Road trip

Update without photos.
In Omaha and being shown around by Bob and Shirley. We have been to Lincoln for a Volkswalk and visit to cousin Paul and his wife Sharon. (Thursday) Hiked a bridge across the Platte river. (Friday) Attended my sister Sue's and her husband's retirement party at a golf course in Norfolk Nebraska (birthplace of Johnny Carson). Two groups made up the celebrants: family and golfers. Good food, company and conversations. (Saturday)

(Sunday) My eight year old grand nephew helped us arrive at the proper place by using his grandfather's Garmin. At the golf course it showed we were driving across the grass instead of the road. He kept saying, Grandpa you are driving on the grass. Watching this kid explore and change screens and add things to the Garmin was facinating. He knew how to find things.

Today we walked across another bridge; this one across the Missouri River from Nebraska to Iowa and back. Great dinner at M's pub.

More later.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Road Trip





This morning I looked out the window at a bright blue May sky. I stepped outside to a cold November day. I drove through rain, snow and sky-scapes. Late in the afternoon I drove through a Wyoming blizzard. Before I reached Cheyenne the wind came up. The sign boards said "wind warning" and suggested turning off cruise control. Here are samples of the roads and sky.

Road Trip


The drive to Reno surprised me. Some trees had a decorative dash of snow that was being melted by the sun. Then that pretty cloud let go with some snow. No problem because the snow came only in flurries.

I arrived at the Black Bear Diner about five minutes before David called to say they were on their way. Then the hail started pelting my car. Black Bear posed with Shae, we had a great breakfast and I continued on my way.
The drive across Nevada was different from any other. Cold on this drive is a new experience. The sky decorated with cloud formations and green patches on the mountains changed the landscape.

I made my goal of Wendover and stayed in East Wendover, Utah. (Sunday, 5/23/10

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Road trip

I'm getting ready for my road trip next week.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Bodega Bay Weekend

Wave watching.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Inside Lands End

Setting up for the family picture. We had fun and this is the end of the weekend.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Kite flying

Our annual trip to Salmon Creek at Bodega Bay was a big success we had lots of sun and fun. A little on the cool side for adults to put fee in the ocean. Kids loved teasing the waves. We arrived on Friday evening and left Sunday morning.
My 69th birthday has now been well celebrated.